Cikliah berceloteh lagi....
Rasa macam tak percaya this coming friday will be my last day dengan my current employer. After 12 years at last, I'll be free. On Thursday email id, network/servers login etc etc will be terminated. On Friday, come to sign the related forms officially return back all the company assets then go back home and wait for the money to be in my account after 12.00 am the next day. I'll be a full time housewife after that. Yahooooo !!!!
As simple as that? NO! Not in my case. Why? Because I am not in the list. Futhermore, I am in critical area, that's what my boss told me. So I can't be released easily... Sob...sob
I have been thinking to decide this since the offer came out three weeks ago. Pros and cons telah kutimbangkan masak-masak. Hubby’s view and restu also taken into consideration. And this is really not an easy decision. Bukan senang nak berpisah secara sukarela dengan majikan kesayanganku ini, bak kata Sam. Berulangkali mencuba, tapi jodohku masih utuh lagi dengannya.
I am in dilemma again. Why? Sebab ada sesi pujuk memujuk. Ini yang aku lomah nie. Please la boss… Don’t put me in this situation. Saya nggak mampu menghadapinya. Saya harus pikir lagi dan lagi…
Tak cukup dengan pujukan dari boss, big boss pun turut menyumbang input-input negative. He offered me one week unrecorded leave to compensate it. Berbaloi ke? In terms of money, of course not, but in terms of humanity, I already melt….
Gila nihhhh…. Kenapa kena fikir lagi semua nie ? Ya Allah berikanlah aku petunjuk bagaimana aku harus menghadapi semua ini.
I think this time a bit different compared to the previous one. Last time, I already got something in hand. So I am very sure I really wanted it. But it was turned down. No sesi pujuk memujuk. It was a big full stop that I have to accept no matter how.
Boss bagi tempoh sampai monday… Lagi 32 hours nak kena fikir… aduhaiii….
Catatan kasih tinta hati coretan rindu di angin lalu....
7 comments:
pikir abis-abisan cikliah...jgn nnt kemudian hari menyesal/terpikir2 kenapa aku wat keputusan ni dulu...
mungkin sekarang kite rasa kita dah tgk semua pros n cons...alih2 kendian kite baru nmpk msih ada lagi yg terlupa...
Cik Liah, nak jadi fulltime housewife ke?
cikliah,
my advice : get some pay raise kalau boss susah nak melepaskan. Ask and you shall receive. Seek and you shall find. Knock & the door will open. Even as little as RM50, that will be RM600 per year. Start to think in monetary terms. Cuti seminggu is not worth it. Your worth is million times more than that. Take it from me : been there, done that...
Cek pun pernah alami lebih kurang sama dulu2, cam major turning point in my life gaklah (cuma situation kita tu tak samalah.
Dah dalam ramadhan ni, berdoa dan berserah padaNya. Insyaallah, akan diberi petunjuk dan membantu.
/kiss
salam..agree dgn pndpt mimiejibam..
Cik Liah... memang sudah rutin dan darah daging, susah nak lepas kan..
Tapi ada kala, penghijrahan tu suatu kebaikan..
Moga apa jua keputusan adalah terbaik buat U n family..
Balik Tanjung Piandang, raya tahun ni?
follow your heart. I have been there... I did not regret it. History have proved that their pujuk memujuk and their promises never materialised. I am happier now and I think it was worth it!
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